Friday, April 07, 2006
I have something to confess. I love to read blogs more than blogging. I love to explore the inner depths of people's hearts by reading about their thoughts, their life story through their blogs! (Maybe that's the reason why i enjoy reading tabloids..haha...NAH!) I want to know the person(s) behind the front,beyond the smile, the her/him whom I see ever so often. Yups..Blogs..
*Wakes up from daze* Okays...anyways as i was busily reading away, I realised one common trait in 2 of my friends' blogs. (No offence at all, just a little discoverY) Even mine!!! I found out that they often blog about struggles in life, striving....and then it leads to the "But I know that this is not the way to live..i should blah blah blah blah blah" and all of a sudden it hit me. I thought, we shouldn't be struggling with all these issues all the time and then resolve to change things by changing. Instead, what should take place is that we all are constantly in that spiritual realm, that realisation and alertness that we're God's children and we oughta lead lives that are much much much more fulfilling than our current state. After thinking through briefly, truth started to surface... and I realise hey that's not right. It's only through the struggles with self and life and even with God that we can grow. When i was a teen (no, im not admitting im old, just no longer teeny bopper!) I was a rebel and had to go through tough times cuz of choices I made. Now as i think back, I really thank God for those times and the experiences that I went through because all of that had shaped me to be who I am today. Yeap, so sisters in struggling, take heart that all of the yucky stuff that we are all going through now(yes, i have all of that too) will one day be a topic that we'll laugh about in heaven and a weapon that we will be armed with to fight because we will no longer be intimidated by such trivial matters anymore because we finally see the truth. Sorry i rephrase, we are already armed! Yups. Food for thought food for thought... :D YAwns...sleepy now...
had your cuppa?
Rach
10:14 PM